It’s very late Saturday night. Friday my parents came down and went with us to a trivia event to sponsor K’s club activity. It’s their only fundraiser. I also made 2 little baskets with cookies, candy, and a hand-stitched towel in them and they were auctioned off. 2 friends bought them, $22 total. Woohoo! I figured maybe $5 apiece would be what we’d get. So exciting. We brought in about $50 then for all of the stuff we did, plus donated door prizes (cookies) as well.
My parents stayed overnight. I didn’t want them to leave this morning. Matt took the kids outside to play. I just felt depressed and could barely get moving today, after lunch I just watched tv with Matt and napped on the couch. Zero motivation. I cried off and on all day worrying about my health issues. I know worrying doesn’t help. I’ve been praying. I have an appointment for next week. Hopefully it’s nothing. It will be a huge wake up call and hopefully a great mood booster to celebrate spring coming in with. I hope.
Everything seems so difficult lately, I hope that as time goes by it will get easier. My hormones seem to rocket around less and I’m doing everything I can to just calm down when I get super frustrated instead of bursting out in anger, which has become the norm, I’m very sad to say. My kid(s) do not deserve to be yelled at, no matter how many horrible hormones and bad thoughts are running around in my body and head.
Tomorrow we are visiting family so it may be another late post. I’m not looking forward to going, but I am not sure staying at home would be any better.
