I just am not ‘in it’ this year. It makes me sad. Everything seems to be a trial. Shopping. Wrapping. (Seriously, double stick tape almost killed me last night–it took about 5 minutes to figure out that I just had to keep unwrapping it until it became sticky on both sides. Matt couldn’t figure it out either. We both have college degrees. Jeez.) I really don’t even have the energy to bake or make stuff, either. I feel like I’ve been hung out to dry with my husband at work so much. I don’t feel like I have ‘time’ for anything. I know it’s all an illusion, I have plenty of time. I’m just tired enough to not want to do anything. So, I’m going to force myself. Clean up time.